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She Had To Kill Him: A gripping psychological thriller Kindle Edition

by Aviva Gat (Author) Format: Kindle Edition
4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 664 ratings
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There are two ways to get away with murder. The first, an expensive lawyer. The second, suicide. Robert Derby used the first one. I’m using the second.

Mara was celebrating her 21st birthday when her family was killed by a drunk driver. Two years later, Mara wants justice. She wants the drunk driver to understand how it feels to lose everything. She has a plan and a gun and she knows how to use it. But is she capable of murder?

Garrett can’t help the family he was born into. His name puts a target on his back. Maybe that’s why he always dates women who need help. But can helping the wrong person lead to disaster?

She Had to Kill Him is a gripping story about the things people do for their loved ones. Perfect for fans of Lisa Jewell, Colleen Hoover, and Paula Hawkins.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B089FMBTPT
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ July 21, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2294 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
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  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 339 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 664 ratings

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Aviva Gat

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Aviva’s lifelong dream was always to be a writer. From a young age, she wrote short stories that she shared with friends and family. When she went to college at Boston University, her love for writing led her to get two bachelor’s degrees in Journalism and Religion. She then moved to New York City and wrote for a financial magazine, where she wrote breaking news and in-depth analytical pieces about corporate bankruptcy.

After getting tired of the hustle and bustle of NYC, she moved to Israel where she spent six months volunteering fulltime with special needs adults. Ready to get back into the corporate world, Aviva then got an MBA at Tel Aviv University and worked for a consulting firm and a high-tech company.

When her daughter was born, Aviva decided it was time to get back to her lifelong dream and be a writer fulltime. She still lives in Israel, happily married with a daughter and a dog. When she is not writing, Aviva loves to run, hike, and be outside. Follow her on Instagram: aviva_writes

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4.2 out of 5 stars
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I absolutely love psychological thrillers. I am on a 10 book a month challenge and the author actually reached out to me via Instagram to try her book. I loved the storyline and the point of you from each character. I honestly thought I knew how it was going to end but of course I was wrong which I was happy about. If you want a murderous love story this book is for you!
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Elena
5.0 out of 5 stars good book
Reviewed in the United States on March 3, 2024
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I really enjoyed reading this book. It had such an interesting plot. It kept me intrigued and liking some of the characters, especially with their flaws, and disliking other characters, which is what the writer accomplishes. I don’t think I’ve ever read anything written busy this author, but will be sure to look for other books she’s written. It would also make a great movie!
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Jessica
4.0 out of 5 stars Unexpected
Reviewed in the United States on November 25, 2023
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Mara intends to kill the family of the man who killed her family, but things don’t turn out the way she planned. Instead of killing the Derby family, she ends up falling in love with Garrett Derby, the son of the man she hates.

This is a story of growing up, figuring things out, and forgiveness. There were some questions that were left unanswered. What happened to the money problems Robert had? Did CADD become self-sufficient? Every time we heard from Robert he was talking about money; to leave these questions unanswered seems strange. I also wonder how Mara ingratiates herself to the Derby clan. It seemed none of them liked her. Did she just become more “likable” once she took control of her mental health? I would have liked more information on those relationships since they were a focus throughout the book.

Overall, I liked this book. I’m not sure how “thrilling” it was; there were no twists. Still, it was a good book. Watching Mara get her life together and take charge was satisfying. It definitely wasn’t as dark as I had anticipated.
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Cassandra Lawler
5.0 out of 5 stars Wow! Mara is a champ!
Reviewed in the United States on November 23, 2023
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Mara proves you can overcome hate, as she learns to embrace love and a new family.

I can tell you from experience that trauma from horrible past experiences, even the ones caused by me, were so easily manipulated like Paul did with Mara. However, a Garrett found me too, and he saved my life because of the same kindness, love, and most of all, patience with me and my "pain" like Garrett did with Mara. I can personally tell you it makes a difference. I hope whoever reads this gripping story will find hope for a wonderful future because it is possible!
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ReadnliftwithShar
3.0 out of 5 stars 👍🏾
Reviewed in the United States on May 29, 2021
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She Had To Kill Him is a book centered around revenge. When Mara’s parents and sister are killed by a drunk driver she tries to avenge their death. I think the author did a decent job with the storyline. I liked the beginning and the
end but somewhere in the middle it didn’t grab me as I was hoping. I love the theme of forgiveness and the mental health aspects that were intertwined in the story. I liked how the author tied in the flashback scenes, it was really helpful and shedded light on Mara’s character. I also feel like Garrett was a good man, he was very easygoing and accepting of Mara and her flaws.
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Steve
5.0 out of 5 stars I enjoyed this book.
Reviewed in the United States on November 13, 2023
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I had my doubts about this story through the first third. Don't get me wrong, the beginning was good, but not grab you by the throat compelling. The next third really began to pull me in and the last third made it difficult to put down and the conclusion was great. If you read this book I doubt you be disappointed.
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Kindle Customer
4.0 out of 5 stars great story!
Reviewed in the United States on October 28, 2023
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Really kept my attention and didn’t know what to expect. Was pleasantly surprised with the ending! Highly recommend. A thriller with a twist!
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deecee
5.0 out of 5 stars Death, Revenge, Romance
Reviewed in the United States on November 20, 2023
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What a different plot! Her family is killed by an almost drunk driver. Now she plots revenge for the man who did no jail time because he was just under the limit for drunk driving. Very interesting story!
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5.0 out of 5 stars She had to kill him
Reviewed in the United States on October 26, 2023
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Wow this book was great i could not put it down it was writen by Aviva Gat it was a surprise ending i did not see it coming
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Claudine Delacour-Jarrett
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 18, 2023
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Great book
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Steve B.
4.0 out of 5 stars a page turner
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 5, 2023
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A really good well thought out book with interesting chapter switching storytellers.
Worth the time spent reading, very enjoyable indeed
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audrey
2.0 out of 5 stars not so good
Reviewed in Australia on February 12, 2023
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I didn't finish this book. It was just boring!
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Amazon Customer
5.0 out of 5 stars Such a Great read
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 22, 2021
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Loved this book from start to finish such a great easy read. Once I started I could not put it down. The characters were relatable and the added bonus ending finishes the story off perfectly.
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Kindle Customerverythe story was good and kept you guessing to the end
4.0 out of 5 stars Good story
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 27, 2023
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Was a bit unbelievable at first ,but it worked out in the end ,I love a good ending with a twist😚
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