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    Make Me Forget: Polyamorous Passions, #3
    Make Me Forget: Polyamorous Passions, #3
    Make Me Forget: Polyamorous Passions, #3
    Ebook111 pages1 hourPolyamorous Passions

    Make Me Forget: Polyamorous Passions, #3

    By Sagan Morrow

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    Sometimes, you need to kiss a lot of frogs…

    When Emma's boyfriend, John, announces he's leaving her, she's devastated. Being polyamorous, she's still happily dating her other boyfriend Carlos… but, try as he might, he can't heal her broken heart.

    The only consolation Emma has now is in dating new and different men. A lot of new and different men, in fact. But will she succeed in her attempt to fill the empty space… and will she ever be able to get John back?

    Join Emma on a series of bad dates and mediocre men as she attempts to get through the heartache! Filled with snark and sass, Emma is on a mission to distract herself from the void that John has left behind.

    About the series...

    "Make Me Forget" is Book 3 in the Polyamorous Passions series. 

    Polyamorous Passions follows the lives of three best friends as they each embark on their own journeys into consensual non-monogamy. Books 1—3 focus on Emma, Books 4—6 will focus on Helen, and Books 7—9 will focus on Scarlett.

    This series is suitable for anyone interested in real-life polyamory, open relationships, ethical non-monogamy, feminism, positive female friendships, alternatives to monogamy and monogamous relationships, and explorations of sexuality. Includes explicit language and sexual situations; intended for mature audiences. 

    About the author... 

    Sagan Morrow has a degree in Rhetoric, Writing & Communications, with a decade of experience as a businesswoman, blogger, and copywriter across a variety of industries. Based in Winnipeg, Canada, Sagan is an amateur burlesque dancer and identifies as polyamorous.

    Sagan has authored several business books and teaches online courses to empower new freelancers as they grow their own successful businesses. The Polyamorous Passions series is her first foray into fiction. 

    Connect with Sagan on Twitter & Instagram: @Saganlives

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherSagan Morrow
    Release dateFeb 19, 2019
    ISBN9781540197788
    Make Me Forget: Polyamorous Passions, #3
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      Make Me Forget - Sagan Morrow

      Chapter 1

      I t’s over.

      The words hung in the air between them. For a moment, Emma thought she couldn’t breathe; time seemed to pause, because surely the world couldn’t keep spinning when John was leaving her?

      But the next moment, someone at the table beside them clattered a teacup loudly in its saucer, and laughter drifted over to them from across the room, and Emma could see that the world was, in fact, moving along just fine—it was only her own small world that had suddenly crumbled into pieces.

      John’s eyes were full of sadness as he watched her take in this information.

      But... why? Emma managed to get out. I thought... I thought we’d made progress. Didn’t we get past all those old issues? You’ve spent time with my parents. You met Carlos. We’ve been here before, John... Haven’t we moved past your concerns about polyamory? Aren’t we... happy?

      He sighed. "Yes. We did make progress. But the thing is, Em, it’s still not enough for me. I can accept you and your need to be polyamorous. And you were right, Carlos is a good guy. But the problem is that I don’t understand why you need this. I can’t understand why I’m not enough for you. And until I understand that, I’m never going to be fully on board with this, and it’s always going to be an issue between us."

      He leaned forward and grasped her hands. I don’t want to build some big rift between us... I don’t want to resent you, Em. This is going to keep coming up again and again until I understand why you’re doing this. And it’s been going on for months. I—I’m beginning to think I won’t ever understand, he said, voice thick. So... it has to be over.

      Don’t you love me anymore? Emma wanted to plead, but she knew that was no good. If only he didn’t love her anymore, she thought she could handle that: it would hurt at first, but at least she’d know there was nothing more she could do. She’d get over him, she’d get over it, with time. It would provide her with some measure of closure, to know he didn’t want her, didn’t love her.

      But he did love her. She knew that. So how was she supposed to get through life, knowing she should have, could have, done things differently, to make him stay, to convince him he was enough, to help him understand her point of view completely?

      John brought her hands up to his mouth, kissing them once, twice, three times, and then he folded his hands over hers, and she could feel him trembling as he stood up, let her go, and walked away.

      Walked away.

      Walked. Away.

      EMMA WANDERED AIMLESSLY around the neighbourhood after John left her, the shock of what had just happened consuming her so that she wasn’t quite able to take it all in.

      It was true that John hadn’t been exactly in love with the idea of them having an open, ethically non-monogamous relationship. She knew that, of course. When Emma had first brought it up to him that she realized she identified as polyamorous—and therefore had the ability to romantically love more than one person at the same time—he had balked. He wanted to be monogamous. It had been enough that at first, John wasn’t able to handle it, and he’d broken things off with Emma.

      But over time, he’d come around. He and Emma’s other partner, Carlos, had been in her life for months now. She had a happy, loving, and fulfilling relationship with each of them... or so she’d thought.

      Emma didn’t understand what had gone wrong. She thought for sure they’d overcome all the confusion and conflicting emotions within their supposed love triangle. John and Carlos had spent some time together and even grown to be quite friendly with one another.

      We were happy, she mumbled out loud as she rounded a corner, stumbling to avoid walking into a signpost. What happened? What the hell happened?

      Perhaps she had been spending too much time with Carlos. Perhaps she hadn’t been giving John the time and attention he required. But no, that couldn’t be it; if anything, she’d been able to give John more attention lately, since they’d both settled more comfortably in management roles at their respective workplaces. It had been what they each needed to free up some time for one another.

      Emma wondered if John had ever gotten around to reading the polyamory books she’d recommended to him. She’d encouraged him to do it, thinking that by doing so he would better understand her need to be polyamorous. The authors of those research-driven books could articulate the benefits of ethical non-monogamy far better than she ever could.

      I should have pushed him harder to read them, Emma thought to herself. I should have sat him down and watched him read them, chapter by chapter, and asked for his thoughts on it all afterward. Why, oh why, hadn’t she thought to follow up with him and check whether he had in fact read her recommendations? Looking back on it, it seemed like a huge oversight on her part. Everything had appeared on the surface to be running so smoothly that Emma hadn’t wanted to rock the boat by making such inquiries. Now she wondered if she’d made a huge mistake in not doing that.

      Maybe what she should have done was to start a polyamorous book club with John and Carlos. They could have read a variety of sources like The Ethical Slut and Opening Up and Sex at Dawn to give John a better understanding of it all.

      She smiled at that thought. A book club with the two men she loved—now, there was an idea! They could each choose whichever book they wanted and plan to read a chapter ahead of time to discuss at each get-together. There were many books to choose from. Surely each of them could find a resource that piqued their interest. It would give them an opportunity to all learn more about the lifestyle together, and share their thoughts and feelings about it. Wouldn’t that be fun!

      But John says he doesn’t want to be in your life anymore, a little voice in Emma’s head started to remind her. She gave a shake and refused to listen to it, turning her thoughts elsewhere, unable to face that unpleasant reality yet.

      Instead, she thought about the past few months. They had been like a dream and gone by in a whirlwind. When John and Carlos met for the first time, they had bonded over a shared appreciation of books. They’d discovered they respected each other a great deal and even enjoyed each other’s company. It was too weird for both of them to become legitimate friends, but they’d been in the same room several times and were always friendly. They’d even taken to occasionally asking her how the other was doing.

      Although Carlos was a determined monogamous, he’d done enough research that he had a pretty good handle on where Emma was coming from. It helped that he had acquaintances on the periphery of his social circle who had experience with consensual non-monogamy to talk to. He also didn’t appear to

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