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    Conquering Confidence
    Conquering Confidence
    Conquering Confidence
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    Conquering Confidence

    By Jay Gurden

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    Impostor syndrome is a draining, damaging psychological pattern that can be massively disruptive to our mental well-being and professional progression. Despite being a common experience, impostor syndrome is not widely understood, leaving many sufferers to struggle along, feeling as if they are all alone in the thoughts and feelings they have to contend with. This book sets out to explain what impostor syndrome is currently recognised to be, how to tell if you are suffering from imposter syndrome, and tools to help counter the negative effects, increasing the confidence and self-esteem of canine professionals to allow them to concentrate on the important things - their human and canine clients.

     

    Written from the perspective of the canine professional world, but the contents are just as pertinent to any other profession. This book will aid anyone struggling with impostor syndrome, not restricted to those in the dog world.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherJay Gurden
    Release dateMay 14, 2020
    ISBN9781393219095
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      Conquering Confidence - Jay Gurden

      Conquering Confidence

      Jay Gurden

      Copyright © 2020 by Jay Gurden

      All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the written permission of the copyright owner except for the use of quotations in a book review.

      Contents

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      Impostor Syndrome and Me

      What is Impostor Syndrome?

      Definitions of Impostor Syndrome

      The Critical Inner Voice

      Impostor Syndrome and the Canine World

      Fear of Failure and the Stress Response

      Signs of Impostor Syndrome

      What Causes Impostor Syndrome?

      Conquering the Inner Critic

      Combatting Impostor Syndrome in Personality Types

      Combatting Impostor Syndrome Outside of Personality Types

      Cognitive Restructuring

      Cognitive Behavioural Therapy

      Self-Esteem and Self-Acceptance

      Mindfulness

      Final Thoughts

      About the Author

      Impostor Syndrome and Me

      Hello. My name is Jay and I suffer from impostor syndrome. That is such a short sentence and yet it represents years of mental struggles, ups and downs, and many, many hours of frustration and tears. It was not an easy sentence to say to start with, but once I had recognised what was going on and could bring myself to admit that fact, I could start to find ways of managing and combatting it.

      To describe the situation more accurately, I have undergone frequent struggles with impostor syndrome. When I look back at the various jobs I have held in a variety of industries, the signs have always been there. I did not realise what was occurring at the time but viewing those situations from a position of being several years older and maybe just a little bit wiser than I used to be, I can see it all too well.

      Impostor syndrome is so pervasive that, for many years, I refused to believe others that told me I should speak up more and have more faith in my own abilities. My knowledge of the subject at hand was extensive and up to date, and my skillset varied and expansive enough to deal with anything that would come up from day to day on the farm with the livestock, although I could never make myself truly realise that and believe it. Every situation found me second guessing myself and looking for the person that really knew what they were doing, that knew how to deal with what was going on better than I ever could. I could never bring myself to acknowledge that in many of these situations, the person that actually knew best what to do and how to deal with the matter at hand was, in fact, me.

      In all honesty, my impostor syndrome has been messing with me for pretty much my entire life, but it really came into its own and sank its teeth in when I released my first book, ‘Fight or Fright? A Reactive Dog Guardian’s Handbook’ in early 2019. I had an initial period of looking at the live online book listing with the sense of utter excitement and joy, and again when I held a physical copy in my hands, this thing that I had created from a blank page up to a book. But then the thoughts started coming. Who on earth do you think you are to write a book? Nobody is ever going to want to read THAT thing! What makes you think you can be a writer anyway, especially about dogs? You know nothing about dogs, especially reactive ones. You haven’t even managed to sort your own dog out yet.’ (Side note: those of us that share our lives with the complex, special dogs that go under the label of ‘reactive dogs’ know that there is no ‘sorting them out’ or ‘fixing them’ in that way!)

      In the impostor syndrome twisted part of my brain it did not matter about the fact that I wrote the book from the perspective of someone that did understand the subject matter very well, and wrote to help the people who were in the same position I had first been in with my own complicated canine. Never mind the hours and hours of study I had put in taking courses in many aspects of dogs, including training, general behaviour and reactive behaviour specialist courses among others. All the books, papers, articles, blogs and scientific papers I had tracked down and read. I put in an awful lot of hours working towards the idea of starting out on a career as a dog trainer. For various reasons that have no connection to impostor syndrome or to anything contained here the training career has not occurred, but that knowledge and the research skills studying has earned me have stood me in good stead developing my canine writing career.

      Those damaging negative thoughts still nag at me with their so very sharp teeth sometimes. They have been very unimpressed through the entire process of writing this book and other associated projects I have undertaken concerning the same subject matter. I have spent the last few months fighting impostor syndrome about my impostor syndrome, my ability to deal with it, and why I could possibly think I could help others to understand. Looking back on the mental gymnastics of convincing myself I actually could write this book, I now find it almost funny in some ways. I refuse to listen to those thoughts any longer. They no longer get to have any power over me, they do not get to drain my mental energy and I do not give them time to influence my thoughts, feelings or behaviour.

      By the time we reach the other end of this book, learning more along the way about what impostor syndrome is, how it holds us back, and some tools to combat its effects, hopefully you will begin to realise that they do not have to have that kind of power over you and your mind any more either.

      What is Impostor Syndrome?

      • Tom Hanks – multiple award-winning actor

      • Sheryl Sandberg- chief operating officer at Facebook

      • David Bowie – multiple award-winning iconic singer and actor

      • Serena Williams – most singles titles of any tennis player in the Open Era

      • Tina Fey- award-winning comedian, actress, producer and writer

      • Maya Angelou – Pulitzer Prize nominee and Grammy winning writer and poet

      • Sonia Sotomayor - first Hispanic United States Supreme Court justice

      • Neil Gaiman – multiple award-winning writer

      • Neil Armstrong – first man on the moon

      What do the people on the list above have in common?

      This list of notable people holds some of the best-known names on our planet, and others who have broken through all kinds of barriers in the course of their lives. These in some cases legendary high achievers in their respective varied fields have all publicly admitted that they have struggled with the confidence sapping, mentally draining effects of Impostor Syndrome, that lingering, crippling fear that at any moment they will be revealed as frauds, incompetent and not worthy of the accolades they have earned. Many more names, equally well known, have also referred to their struggles with the phenomenon, showing just how widespread the problem is.

      These feelings are, as mentioned above, relatively common but the name impostor syndrome is not widely known. A survey carried out in 2019 revealed that 85% of adults surveyed, all of whom had been established in their current roles for a minimum of 3 years, experienced feelings of inadequacy or incompetence at work, with 80% of men and 90% of women reporting them. Only 25% of those asked, however, had heard of the term impostor syndrome.

      Of those reporting these intrusive thoughts regarding their performance, such as thinking their success came from luck or thinking praise they received underserved, 25% said these thoughts were with them often or all of the time. This demonstrates just how much capacity the impostor syndrome type of thinking has to cause us mental distress by damaging our self-esteem and causing us to have serious doubts about our abilities, knowledge, and skills.

      Many of us experience, at least at some point, that terrible nagging feeling of doubt in ourselves and our abilities, skills, and talents. In the short term, when taking on a new job or just starting out on a new project, these thoughts and feelings are quite natural and understandable. If, once the job is more familiar or the project is completed, these feelings dissipate there is no problem. If they linger and worsen, leading to a constant state of self-doubt, and a possible lack of self-confidence, then this could mean they are symptoms of the uncomfortable mental well-being and career threatening experience that is impostor syndrome. A constant, wearying perceiving of ourselves as being fraudulent, faking our way into whatever success we have achieved. A sneaking idea that, behind the false façade of an adequate professional, is in fact an incompetent failure. If not tackled, impostor syndrome can become a self-fulfilling problem as our thoughts fall into a habitual pattern of claiming to ourselves that we are frauds, and not able to do some of the things involved in our careers competently and confidently.

      Impostor syndrome is not

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