My ex showed up in Sonoma eight months pregnant. And God help me, I'm hoping it's mine.

I don't deserve that hope.

I was the one who left Seattle for a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity- Chief of Surgery.

I was dumb and ambitious

I didn't ask Camille to come. I didn't ask her anything. I just left, and she seemed excited for me.

I’m living the dream, but I lost Camille

Now she's the tech consultant on the community medical center I co-founded, and I can't avoid her.

That laugh. Those eyes. That glow.

She's the warmest person in every room.

I never stopped loving her.

And I already love this baby.

But the way she looks at me when she thinks I'm not watching —

Camille either wants to kill me or kiss me.

But, I’m afraid I’ve messed everything up, and it’s too late.

But wanting her and deserving her are two very different things.