Lucy’s life is a rollercoaster—the highs are epic; the journey to the top is exciting; the drop varies from a little scary to downright terrifying; and the bottom is a soul-crushing disappointment. Her rollercoaster life is easier with someone who will hold her through the scary parts.

Lucy's life was out of control in her teens and early twenties because she was living with undiagnosed mental health disorders. Her program works when she commits to it and follows it, but her mind messes with her and makes her believe she doesn't need the program anymore, that she's not worth the work it takes, and that she's not worth loving.

Tony’s the only person who has ever loved all of her scary parts. Life is easier with Tony and he’d never do anything to hurt her, but her mind messes with her and makes her doubt everything about herself, him, and their relationship. For over four years, he woke up every day and fought for them. No matter how many times she slipped and fell into old habits, he fought. Nine months ago, Lucy walked out and that time, Tony didn’t chase her—he let her leave. Now, it’s Lucy’s turn to fight for them. She’s determined to do it and hopefully it’s not too late.

Content Notes:

Medical diagnoses of anxiety-panic disorder and bipolar disorder are central to the story. There are discussions about both throughout the book, including therapy and medication treatment. Book also includes discussions about adoption/foster care, counseling/therapy, family member death (previous not active in story), parent abandonment, past drug and alcohol abuse, pregnancy, and potential complication to pregnancy because of medication.

Excerpt 1: Lucy
“Tony, I want another chance if you will give it to me. You’ve given me more chances than I deserve, so I’ll understand if it’s too late. Really, I will, but I have to ask. Can we try again, please?”

Excerpt 2: Lucy

Life’s easier with Tony. I don’t think I’ll ever understand why he’s willing to go through all the hard with me, but I’m so glad he chose me years ago.

Excerpt 3: Tony
“Lucy, I need you to know this. I choose you. You are my future. Anything else is a bonus. I’d rather have us in this house forever than have kids with someone else. You—I choose you.”

Excerpt 4: Tony
“Baby, loving you is the easiest thing in the world. Yes, there are days, weeks, or months that we go through hard times, but loving you is easy.”

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