One second, she was my best friend, and the next, I was madly in love with her.

She is nothing like me. I have demons in my head while she dances in colours. And perhaps for that reason, it was so simple to fall in love with her.

But my feelings were nothing but a secret. I kept them hidden for five years because I feared losing her. She fell in love with other people while I continued to hurt some more.

But one evening everything suddenly changed.

Will I ever be able to tell her about my feelings? Will she ever accept my love? Will we ever be able to find the forever we both craved so desperately?

CW - Mental illness, suicide

Tropes - friends to lovers, best friends to lovers, young adult, secret feelings, opposites attract

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