What does depression mean?

It is a cancellation of all your purest and most authentic dreams, one seeing erased yourself and your life memory, a little by little;

You see that all that it seemed clear it is no longer; it sees a reflection of yourself in a mirror and seeing it only the shadow, only the shadow ... Yes, black clouds thicken on your beautiful sun, but it doesn't rain, there is no purification; there is only fog, darkness, salty rain that flows and ends up in a desolate sea without bottom and never again heaven… and you wait, you wait, sometimes in silence, times screaming, and you can't yell because you already don't you have more voice, no more words because everything it seems useless and unreal, all false and without sense, especially Yourself ...

And then one day you notice the sun, you look at the mirror and you see that there is still something in your eyes who calls, who wants you, someone who knows who you are and for something worth looking for, a sentence in that a broken record that is your thoughts; even one is enough the word only; or someone to tell you that that sun is there and it can shine again, and then you walk, walk so much, towards that bottomless sea and go inside, you immerse yourself in all that darkness, in all that salt and swim still sometimes breathless, sometimes you come back to the surface to see if you find anyone who can come under with you, but there is no one, and you are tired, exhausted, in a circle in which you seem not to see the exit but not much little by little, you understand, you know, you look for, you ask yourself questions, first without an answer, but slowly a voice inside, clear, it tells you that there is an exit;

You have to understand that you have turned around yourself, looking at the part of you that you didn't see, it scared you, but now you've seen all of you, and you can no longer fear anything. Fear gradually disappears, and you begin to perceive that light and shadow are one. That life is death, day and night, depression and joy they are only the "COMPLETION," the REUNIFICATION of opposites to create that balance that is the CIRCLE OF LIFE.

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